Wednesday, April 27, 2011
i am running out of ideas on what to write here..
but i got the feeling to write something..
it just, i don't know what is the 'thing' that i want to write..
see? i am going crazy here, i know..
let just say for the time being, i am tired of living in uncertainty..
yeah, that's kinda sum up of what's happening in my life right now..
sometimes i think i'm living in autopilot mode..
maybe it's because i've been living in the same routine for quite a long time..
i am not being ungrateful here..
because i know i have to seize the moment, i mean the 'free' moment i have right now..
but somehow, deep down, i can't see the light at the end of the tunnel, if you know what i mean..
they said i've to be patient, not just me, i mean my friends who also in the same 'situation' as i'm in right now..
sometimes, i think my patience is wearing thin..
yet sometimes, i think i've to keep holding on..
sorry for the meaningless entry..
it just that..
i am better in expressing how i feel by writing rather than talking..
so, this is me right now..
i mean, the state of my mind at the moment..
posted by bLueSpeCky at 11:14 PM